All I’ve ever wanted was to be near you.
But maybe you never really had someone, she thought now. Maybe, no matter how much you loved them, they could slip through your fingers like water, and there was nothing you could do about it.
That’s what the world is , after all: an endless battle of contrasting memories.
If you can love someone with your whole heart, even one person, then there’s salvation in life. Even if you can’t get together with that person.
If pain must come, may it come quickly. Because I have a life to live, and I need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then I will either wait for him or forget him.